Diddy Creates Letter to Court, Says Sorry to Cassie Ahead of Punishing

On the eve of Sean Diddy’s sentencing, he informed a government court Thursday (October 2) that he was a novice after understanding he was “concealed at my core” and occasionally asked yourself if he would certainly pass away much better.

Coms, 55, created in a letter to Court Arun Subramanian that after a year behind bars, he prevented alcohol and drugs, and he might see that he was rotten prior to his apprehension in September 2024, causing his idea in 2 matters of prostitution-related costs. His decision hearing is arranged to start Friday early morning.

He claimed: “I intend to quit a great deal of times in the previous year. Some days I assumed I would certainly pass away much better. Old I passed away behind bars, my brand-new variation was born-again. Jail will certainly transform you or eliminate you – I pick to live,” he claimed.

July’s court was guilty of criminal activities, dedicating conspiracy theory costs of sex trafficking and extortion, suggesting he would certainly not encounter life jail time. The matters associated with hooking, everyone undergoes the highest possible charge of one decade behind bars.

Combs’ legal representatives claimed he needs to be launched this month, thinking his one year after prison suffices, and district attorneys intend to contend the very least 11 years behind bars.

Combs created that the last 2 years have actually been the hardest of his life, “Nobody intends to condemn me for my existing truth and circumstance, yet myself.”

” I made a great deal of blunders in my life, yet I no more ran about from it,” he created. “I am really sorry for the pain I have actually triggered, yet I recognize that words “I’m sorry” alone will certainly never ever suffice due to the fact that those words alone will certainly not get rid of the discomfort of the past.”

Combs excused striking, kicking and dragging his then-girlfriend, Casandra “Cassie” Ventura in 2016, an assault that jurors continuously revealed to jurors throughout a two-month test.

” I assault scenes and photos over and over in my mind on a daily basis,” Combs created. “I essentially shed my mind. Placing my hand on the lady I enjoy, I was incorrect. I regret it, and will certainly for life.”

Combs additionally asked forgiveness to a female that affirmed under the pseudonym “Jane”, stating: “After hearing her testament, I recognized that I harmed her. I am really sorry for this.”

Combs created: “The sorrow, unhappiness, remorse, dissatisfaction, embarassment” made it hard for me to forgive myself.”

” It resembles a deep injury leaving an awful mark.” “I obtained shed. I obtained shed on the trip. I obtained shed medicines and extra. My failing comes from my narcissism.”

Behind bars, Combs claimed he has actually read, creating, working out and instructing various other detainees six-week lessons, “Free Video Game with Diddy,” business knowledge offered to him, and the lessons picked up from his blunders and failings.

He claimed he was additionally associated with therapy to handle his previous substance abuse and temper. He created that he was sober for the very first time in 25 years and was devoted to “seeing to it I never ever made the exact same blunder once more.”

Combs informed Subramanian that he desired grace not just for himself, however, for his 7 youngsters and his 84-year-old mommy, that was as soon as the key caretaker. He claimed he missed out on the round, college graduation and essential components of his 2-year-old child’s growth throughout lockdown.

” When I create this to you, I hesitate of fatality. I hesitate of maintaining an additional 2nd far from my mommy and my youngsters,” Combs created. “I no more appreciate cash or popularity. There is absolutely nothing more crucial to me than my household.”

He claimed his apprehension problems at Brooklyn Federal Jail were “savage”, and he created that he was secured an area with 25 various other prisoners, without home windows, without tidy air, a busted cleaning equipment and water, which they steamed prior to alcohol consumption.

The comb promised to never ever dedicate a criminal activity once more, informing the court that he had actually undertaken a “spiritual reset” due to his prison.

As opposed to taking the instance of prolonged sentences, Combs pled Subramanian “to offer me a 2nd opportunity to what I can do.”

He created: “If you permit me to find home to my household, I guarantee I will not allow you down and I will certainly make you honored.”